From my own nurturing insight and hindsight, waking up is God telling us he loves us and wants us home. I don't know of any specific event in my experience that set an awakening event apart, but I was fed up with alot of my life as I knew it then. And I am willing to share from my experience that it was chaotic and confusing and frustrating but also now see this as like part of a natural individual occurence with God and the individual acceptance to be willing to learn about real connection of InnerWholeness (Christ identity which we all are naturally.) The Kingdom of God is within you and me as Jesus teaches.
I am chosen as His son already and so is each and every one of us. There is nothing we have to do for this but we do have to accept our natural enlightenment in our own experience. I am the Resurrection and the Life is now part of my own acceptance, realizing I am one with God as he established me. I accept that everything I need is within me for my life experience. Inner Wholeness includes InnerInfiinte Supply. I am completely reliant on God, which is also like saying I am completely reliant on myself. I and my Father are One. And Accepting this for myself I am in the realization that God is not a defense system to use against myself or my brother, nor does it mean I am special. The awareness of God as Always Present Everywhere in Everything, is what is different and awareness changes with healing and acceptance. God is with each of us always, no matter what, we are never separate from God.
Our indivdiual awareness is obscured from "sleeping" in some sort of shared story or dream/nightmare (aka illusion) about some dreadful mistake we made long ago. And all of this will be let go by each one of us as we do so in our own acceptance. God loves us all the same. God provides a plan of salvation and we learn to follow it as we do. The acceptance is between God and the individual. How and when waking up and staying awake takes place is within our own experience. Certianly the changes that will take place are worth giving the willingness of faith, efforts and acceptance to be free as the Son of God. Truth is the ease, the love, the comfort, the joyous abundance of everything. Illusion is meaningless but we have assigned all the meaninfulness so letting go of it is what seems hard.
God offers freedom to us but he does not make his Son accept it. The power of decision is my own to change my own experience with full, perfect support of the Universe! I am the freedom of Life! I am the Peace of Life! I am the Joy of Life! I am your brother and you are mine. Thanks be to God!
I am always open to meet with you and share further about my experience and listen to you too. In my own experience I remember all sorts of different feelings and fear, and uncertainty and want to assure you in the most loving possible way that you are never alone. All the words seem nonsensical because they are - since awakening is really experience and not words at all. We are all so very much loved. We can be thankful for this perfect plan that works if we work it! Happy to meditate with you too, read scripture or something else that is inspiring in the moment. Just reach out to me. I am available companionship and support. Thank you, too, so much for your continuous love and support. I am lost without You! Love, Jeannine