Staying Awake in A Happy Dream

Dream a Happy Dream.  I remembered these words as they arose within me the other day reflecting about my own struggles and challenges in my awakening work toward understanding who God created me to be.  Meeting with A Course in Miracles and beginning a devoted mind healing practice I began to discover and experience myself in ways I never knew were available to me at all. I began to understand about teaching myself in using the daily lessons and listening to a variety of Creative ways this was expressed through another brother who seemed to express love and passion for Master Teacher and ACIM from his own experience, teaching of God in an idea to Be Yourself. 

My dream is seeing myself too as a Teacher of God. In an an idea that will initiate myself and our brotherhood to encourage possible support for individuals in our awakening process to loose the fearful ideas and accept through more awakening awareness  that this is natural to each individual experience.   

Myself believing that we are originally created as One Brotherhood in no limitation.  This is inspirational enough for me to spark Givingness, in no exchange in unlimited loving ways, for providing brotherly support to alleviate the outer dependencies that add to discouragement and a  blurred divide that makes true healing that is possible seem impossible.  We simply don't know how.  We need each other and we don't know how but we come up with new ideas all the time too.

Myself easily recognizing how going back to sleep in our own inner frustrations is evident in my own observation of myself because we don’t know what it means to undo ourself or don’t have the individual outer surrounding space necessary in individual idea to set ourself apart to have a complete experience of this for our individual Self. 

We remain in sleepy ideas and recreate ourself again but in some new understanding  to accomodate ourself and not heal. The ego mind stays proficiently clever until it is healed so we are basically in our own ideas of Self sabotage still in attack / defense and delaying a whole complete individual experience of healing although we convincingly may  tell ourself we have newness in this and that ideas.  

We can situate God in our mind in our own creative ideas that are not real and follow each other egoic ally on and off forever and we can discover the true mind of God within ourself as God essentially established this for our own true individual experience to live peacefully together in alignment with God and each other.

My dream showed me support can be given by individuals to help relieve the cumbersome ideas which can only create external burdens (projections) that are unable to result in being truly helpful. We have no idea what a little willingness can bring to our united Brotherhood, even though this is individual work in no compromises or exchanges.  

My happy dream showed me we can prayerfully hear this as we ask God within ourself for healing opening. God is always answering us. God also never speaks louder than we ourself are willing to hear. Our true single desire is necessary to heal. 

I think about all the radical decisions that once felt so necessary in the fearful belief that I had no support and it was necessary for me to constantly defend myself from a world that existed outside of me.  Today I see that I just never accepted the healing truth for myself which is necessary for my real inner freedom experience through my individual mind healing.

You and me really can individually hear and accept we are our own problem and we are our only solution in our individual, single desire to wholly heal. Even despite that our individual ego skilled mindset does not easily accept the idea. God has already established His plan for good in no opposite, for His glorification.  Each and every one of us will individually experience His glory in our own individual un-opposited peace filled demonstration.  When I am healed I am not healed alone is an idea found in ACIM.   In an opposite saying the idea sounds very different.

Healing and staying awake is my true want!  Through my own experience it seems to me that the true want in individuals could be easily repressed or denied falsely because we are not healed and continue to look outwardly and it appears so impossible.  We need fresh manna. We can ask for it.

Thoughts came to me that clinical tests and experiments are common in what is called our world experience.  There must also be possibility to open consciousness for opening some sort of say, clinical trials, where support can be freely given to individuals in no exchange in their wake up call to do their own individual work, necessary in forgiveness to stay awake and heal.    Maybe this how seminaries orignally organized.  I don't really know the history but see individual healing is needed in unorganized expectations or requirements which are all ideas let go of in an individual way!   We can do things to support each other and be together without demands and exchanges and expectations other than meeting God in the present moment and accepting we are no different from each other.  We need complete mind healing to be like Jesus.  

My happy dream showed me every one of us is a perfect thought of God. Perfect not being a known definition but a peaceful easy feeling within ourself. We can hear this and begin to release former rules and histories and data and beliefs and think about not creating more with egoic meaning.   We want to know truth as our very best dear closest gentle friend in no opposite. He is risen, is our shared story in Jesus Christ. Our addictions to ideas in so many stories and exchanges and substances are many and all of them can and will be individually released in the want for and discovery of Inner Self certainty. In our acceptance and application of Gods true plan.  

We can dream happy one day at a time, inwardly willing ourself to not tolerate anything except truth.  This continual inner inviting will help in hearing the One Voice of possibility within ourself by quieting the ego mind and not following it.  

We really can’t know faith by words, not knowing any knowing is Faith.  We trust God is present in everything without fear and pain and lack and limitation and suffering and death. Willing to accept only truth for ourself in belief so the projections of sickness will fade away and we will heal truly in our active work to know God and ourself in life with each other as God created us to be in His image and likeness. 

This is My Happy Dream with God and You, for Each and Every One of Us. I like happy dreaming!  Love always, Jeannine