Mirth Melt

Just reflecting about, say, some beginning instants that like made me start to fall in love with God! Not being in any idea that the kingdom was within me, or myself being like awakened or resurrected,  but just loving the feeling of a sense of closeness surrounding me, within me.   So I can conceptually agree that the beginning never ends, in like my becoming advanced or knowing or feeling more than any one else.  This is just about my individual experience of awakening or resurrecting as I accept God's plan  and keep discovering myself.  

Yes, my noticing became awakened and my desire to want to know more still continues every day.  God doesn't get old or dull!  : )    Even though I had no idea what was happening within me much earlier. I do reflect and realize and share as it comes to me to do so.   I did begin to set  moments apart to be still, seems like, as in taking an instant to go home.  Although not realizing at all that was what I was practicing!  Being in my home, in a quiet space made for me and was just quiet and calm and loving it.   As time went on I was more readily noticing my loss of appetite for alot of my nonsense that kept me stressed out.  The quieter I became in my time set apart so did the want for more and more.  Although, then, not yet being exposed to the beautiful language, and ideas discoverable within ACIM.  My quiet time was simply designated space in the desire of wanting something different.  Gradually noticing more and more an inner  feeling of contentment.   

So it is beautiful for me to see how God has always been with me and always will be.  And this is no different for you either.  And I see now that my going home to Him began many years ago although I didn't  have a clue what that meant.  And also realize that this practice is useful in any of my daily arising situations and considerations, as part of my consistent practice in the desire to be responsible for my own thinking and not to accept my old habitual thought temptations of illusion.  It certainly works with practice and I am so very grateful that God's plan can not fail!  Only Truth is true!  God does go with us  every step of the way and in these moments of going home we recognize more and more in our own individual practice and acceptance.  Thanks be to God!  God Bless Us Each and Everyone!