My being totally oblivious to awakening as a natural "event" until I began to experience healing through A Course In Miracles, I just want to share that it is normal to feel confused and maybe feel "out of place" with what you once thought of as norms. Maybe you feel quite shaken up. Me, not wanting to fill in your words, but want you to know you are always safe and God is always with us. God has given us a plan of salvation and I continue to work in this myself using A Course In Miracles as a truly helpful resource.
It is beautiful to feel such great release within my mind, and realize through some experience and expansion, that my life journey is like my own inner struggle to vacate my superficiality and begin to accept myself, through following inwardly and teaching myself in mind training and forgiveness practice to discover mySelf as God created me.
Creations that I extend reflect alot of what A Course In Miracles inspires within me in my day to day discoveries and inquiries. I feel now I am daily living a course in miracles and still use the ACIM resource also to support myself in staying awake.