We are all givers. Giving is happening all the time in life experiences. Although, I never knew many years ago that I was living in what is known as a death experience of myself. Nor did I know that the power of decision was my own to know my true beingness. Yet another, also so very astonishing, idea that came to me is that there is no fear, nothing to harm, nor anything that needs protection. And these are all amazing discoveries of Miracles, of God's Creation! Ideas like these early on seemed so very unrealistic and yet at the same time I wanted it for myself.
And, now seeing myself today in an idea of ministering so differently than I ever imagined ministering was like. Yes! In a new experience of giving myself as in ministering in oneness! Not of me, but I'm open and willing to be used as God directs me. In One Mindedness! All within my new inner certainty and assurance, which I recognize is truly gained through my actual Self experience.
Now enjoying each day in it's simple and perfect innocence. The realization, the shift in my perception is a Mircle. Miracle experiences that began through my acceptance and desire for mind atonement. No more illusions do I want for myself about myself! I have no idea any longer what being spiritual even means!
I am dedicated to knowing my beingness, while also using the power of my decision to direct myself to wanting this for myself and the rest is happening mystically. (without a definition) Nothing need I do except acknowledge and accept that I no longer want the death experiences of illusion/denial ... temporary joys, seeming win and seeming loss, victimhood, lack, limitation disease, death, suffering, corruption, chaos, doubt, blame, shame, evil, fear, competition, comparison, and all the other meaningless descriptions I accepted in my life of illusioned separation. Thinking that I could ever be apart from God, from God's creation. God goes with me wherevere I go. God goes with you whereever you go!